OTHER
Art hoard
Sciarrino, Melencolia I
Cosmic Envoy
Vladimir Kush, Cosmic Envoy
Golden Haze
Ivan Pokidishev, Golden Haze, 2022
Sciarrino, Ai limiti della notte
Source
Steven DaLuz, Source

The Despairing Man Draws a Serpent

I went up the hill
At moonrise.
She swore that she would come
By the south way.
A dusky hawk
Caught up the path
In his talons.

Pablo Antonio Cuadra, tr. Thomas Merton
Sciarrino, La perfezione di uno spirito sottile
34.2 °C
Ivan Pokidishev, 34.2 °C, 2023
Yoshimatsu, Threnody to Toki
Smooch Blossoms
T. A. Volgenau, Smooch Blossoms

Politics

‘In our time the destiny of man presents its meanings in political terms.’ —Thomas Mann

How can I, that girl standing there,
My attention fix
On Roman or on Russian
Or on Spanish politics,
Yet here’s a travelled man that knows
What he talks about,
And there’s a politician
That has both read and thought,
And maybe what they say is true
Of war and war’s alarms,
But O that I were young again
And held her in my arms.

W. B. Yeats
Street Lantern
Vladimir Kush, Street Lantern
Dancing Wind
Rob Gonsalves, Dancing Wind
Takemitsu, And Then I Knew ’Twas Wind
youtube commend
my favorite youtube comment reply

Amores I

consider O
woman this
my body.
for it has
 
lain
with empty arms
upon the giddy hills
to dream of you,
 
approve these
firm unsated
eyes
which have beheld
 
night’s speechless carnival
the painting
of the dark
with meteors
 
streaming from playful
immortal hands
the bursting
of the wafted stars
 
(in time to come you shall
remember of this night amazing
esctasies    slowly,
in the glutted
 
heart fleet
flowerterrible
memories
shall
 
rise,slowly
return upon the
               red elected lips
 
scaleless visions)
E. E. Cummings, Tulips and Chimneys
Hubble eXtreme Deep Field
NASA/ESA, Hubble eXtreme Deep Field, 2012
Kate Soper, Nadja
Kate Soper, Voices from the Killing Jar
Lullaby of Uncle Magritte
Michael Cheval, Lullaby of Uncle Magritte
Katherine Balch, drip music

Despair

At moonrise a weariness comes over me,
And I dream of trees holding up a sky,
Beneath which I walk, seeking a lost road
To the house of a friend.

And in this twilight of my brain
I pray for a gate,
Or a bridge,
Or a tunnel,
By which I may come to an end.

But there are no walls for gates,
Or rivers for bridges,
Or mountains for tunnels.

There is nothing to stop me,
There is nothing to hold me.

Yet I must go on—
For how can one rest
Where there is neither wall nor hill nor sea,
And where in the full darkness
Little lights show
Only to vanish as one approaches them?

Ernest Walsh
Hypnosis
Sascha Schneider, Hypnosis, 1904
Stardust
Rob Gonsalves, Stardust
Ornstein, Piano Quintet
Ornstein, A Morning in the Woods
Medtner, the piano sonatas
Godowsky, Passacaglia (Siirala)

Amores III

as is the sea marvelous
from god’s
hands which sent her forth
to sleep upon the world
 
and the earth withers
the moon crumbles
one by one
stars flutter into dust
 
but the sea
does not change
and she goes forth out of hands and
she returns into hands
 
and is with sleep....
 
love,
     the breaking
 
of your
        soul
        upon
my lips
E. E. Cummings, Tulips and Chimneys
Ascent of the Blessed
Hieronymus Bosch, Ascent of the Blessed, c. 1505–15
El Perro
Goya, El Perro, c. 1819–23
Scriabin, Sonata no. 5 (Laul)
Scriabin, Vers la flamme (Volodos)
Scriabin, the symphonies (Ashkenazy)
Rainy Season in the Tropics
Frederic Edwin Church, Rainy Season in the Tropics, 1866
Prokofiev, Violin Concerto no. 1 (Hahn)

Dream

—after three pints of Vanzeelli’s wine
and a very great deal of conversation

I rose and walked sunward.
Bolts flew to my eyes and burst.
Time passed but I stopped him.
He drew a century from his wallet
And gave it to me.
But I could not spend it—
I gave it away.
Thoughts from behind me ran ahead.
They drove on into the heavens
With the fury of rockets.
They possessed the world for one moment
Before the earth tugged me back to her bosom.
I writhed and writhed until I lay awake,
Listening to the city grinding up the dead.

Wilson Askew, Poetry, July 1933
A Storm in the Rocky Mountains, Mt. Rosalie
Albert Bierstadt, A Storm in the Rocky Mountains, Mt. Rosalie, 1866
Bridge, String Quartet no. 3
Bridge, String Quartet no. 4
To Move From Infinity
John Dowell, To Move From Infinity
Roslavets, Viola Sonata no. 1

Amores VIII

your little voice
                  Over the wires came leaping
and i felt suddenly
dizzy
      With the jostling and shouting of merry flowers
wee skipping high-heeled flames
courtesied before my eyes
                          or twinkling over to my side
Looked up
with impertinently exquisite faces
floating hands were laid upon me
I was whirled and tossed into delicious dancing
up
Up
with the pale important
                       stars and the Humorous
                                              moon
dear girl
How i was crazy how i cried when i heard
                                         over time
and tide and death
leaping
Sweetly
        your voice
E. E. Cummings, Tulips and Chimneys
Cotopaxi
Frederic Edwin Church, Cotopaxi, 1862
Qigang Chen, Enchantements oubliés
Shine of Gold
Vladimir Kush, Shine of Gold
Messiaen, Turangalîla-Symphonie
Messiaen, Cloches d’angoisse et larmes d’adieu (Prélude no. 6)
L.H.O.O.Q.
Marcel Duchamp, L.H.O.O.Q., 1919
Scriabin, Sonata no. 9 “Black Mass” (Sokolov)
Scenic View of Night Sky
Egor Kamalev, Scenic View of Night Sky
Lili Boulanger, Du fond de l’abîme
Michel Chion, Requiem
Bridge, Cello Sonata
Aquis Submersus
Max Ernst, Aquis Submersus, 1919

Three VIII

will out of the kindness of their hearts a few philosophers tell me
what am i doing on top of this hill at Calchidas,in the sunlight?
down ever so far on the beach below me a little girl in white spins,tumbles:rolling in sand.
across this water,crowding tints:browns and whites shoving, the doting millions of windows of thousands of houses—Lisboa.   Like the crackle of typewriter,in the afternoon sky.
goats and sheep are driven by somebody along a curve of road which eats into a pink cliff back and up leaning out of yellowgreen water.
 
they are building a house down there by the sea,in the afternoon.
 
rapidly a reddish ant travels my fifth finger.
a bird chirps in a tree,somewhere nowhere
and a little girl in white is tumbling
in sand
        Clouds over
me are like bridegrooms
 
Naked and luminous
 
                   (here the absurd I;life,to peer and wear clothes. i am altogether foolish,i suddenly make a fist out of ten fingers
voices rise from down ever so far—
hush.
        Sunlight,
                 there are old men behind me I tell you;several,incredible,sleepy
E. E. Cummings, is 5
Dvořák, Slavonic Dance op. 72 no. 2 (Cziffra)
Rip
Steven DaLuz, Rip
Chopin, Nocturne op. 48 no. 1 (Pogorelich)
Liszt, Wilde Jagd (Pogorelich)
Liszt, Appassionata (Pogorelich)
Ravel, Scarbo (Gavrilov)